April 17th 2007

Well its been a while and Master was kind enough to give me a gentail reminder of such.... Although i dont really have a whole lot going on as of late that is interesting enough to share... But i will give it another go... :)

Monday,
Master came over for a long over due session... It was great... He was at the house for the better part of the day, we had a few brakes inbetween to shoot the shit, which i always enjoy... I do need to work on not letting my nervouness get the better of me though, cause as a result i am not as much of a challange (lack of better word) for him... I dont mean it as in being bratting or anything like that, just "too submissive" a little more of a challeng... But i get so worked up with the should i or shoulnt i do this or that kind of things to see how it will go over that i more or less freeze... I think i am afraid of the punishment factor, if the punishment will fit the crime so to say... But in either case i do need to work on that... I still had a blast, he seemed pleased for the most part.... I dont really get a report on how he thinks i did regardless good or bad... That kind of stnks cause i am not sure where that might leave me for the next time... He was looking pretty hot too i gotta say... Black is black, but put Master into black, Whoowaa.. :) hot! Okay so it was a lustfull thought, but it was still hot!!... We did one of my most favorit things too... He waxed me to the point of me cuming and thats just WOW, course getting fucked in the ass is also on the top of the list too... Course i think a part of Master enjoys seeing me able to get off while he pours hot wax on me.... :-p ... No complaints here!!! :)