Thursday June 16, 2005

Well today was a very long day.... When I got home from work I bubbled for a little bite with Hubby in the hot tube before I went to softball practice...

Was finally able to talk with Master tonight, that was very nice... I was even able to ask him a question that has been on my mind for a while... But honestly I didn't care really what the answer was, more so curious then anything else..... So that felt good to be able to ask him... Even better that we were able to plan another meeting for next Tuesday.... Although I am a little more worried now because I know I am going to get punished, and I know it was my own fault.... I really only did it because, well I think I was looking for some attention.. :( At least if I didn't do as expected I would be spoken too... I know it was wrong and I will regret doing it, and it wont happen again.... But I guess my excitement to see Master out ways the fear of my punishment; I think.......... lol ..... Awe who am I kidding, I am nervous as hell of my punishment... :)