March 10, 2005

Today was a good day.. I practice giving a blow job to my husband. I did as was suggested, that I keep it wetter, use my hands and change thing up.. Low and behold it worked, Hubby said I have earned another notch in the blow job department, and too only get better going forward.. :)
It made me feel good that he thought that, course it made me feel bad too that before I must not have done a very good job... I also let him cum in my mouth, this was nothing new, but for me to play with it while it was in there was defiantly new.. I had tried to avoid that in the past, do to the taste, but I enjoyed it and I think he too enjoyed seeing me play with it so to speak..

Master and I have set a date for our first privet session. I am very excited and very nervous too. I am excited to please Master, but nervous because I am not sure what will be expected of me, and I fear failing and facing his punishments..

The reports aren't going very good. Master says to do my best and we will see what comes of them.. I don't think Master will be please, but I will do my best.